Francine Caitlyn Chye
a.k.a. Hurricaine Fran
a.k.a. Fran the PCD
a.k.a. the happy bunny :D
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040889 (August baby!)
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If it's meant to be, it'll be(:
"And sometimes good things fall apart
so better things can fall together"
don't think, just run
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Sitting here always seems to make me contemplate on the most random, or sometimes not so random things in life. Tonight's is happiness. Maybe it's the influence of BNW or maybe it's just quietly observing passers-by as i sit in the vd or through my own thoughts in the course of the day. But really, happiness is such a delicate thing. While we want it to last forever, it's too true that happiness would never come about til there's unhappiness. No ups til downs are experienced. Ironic, isn't it? It's so funny how life plays with us like that. We only get what we want if we go through what we don't want. The intangibles are what we live for, and somehow, everything's gonna disappear or not matter. Yet we spend so much time chasing certain things or being sad or stressed or i don't know. Looking at it from the big picture point of view, it's ridiculous the amount of precious time we spend on doing ultimately redundant things.
Wow i'm really tired.
I hope tomorrow's trning doesn't kill me. The satisfaction from finishing a set or physical trning's completely worth it though. The Adrenaline Rush. I like, I really really really like.
Today was a pretty okay day. Everyone seemed to be bitchy haha, it was funny in econs lect, surrounded by bitchy people. Darren and Henna Hannah behind, Hussain and Jiayi next to me. Funny funny funny shit. He was wearing specs today! Which disappointed me hahahaha. REALLY it's very sad hahahaha.
After school had lit lect which was really good cos it was dark and it was about death with KP and his spilt (horrible) tea. Went down to the vd to study with Jodee and later Jojo and then Kevin and Ian came. Mizzy Haiq(MY man. HE SAID SO TODAY!) were around too so yes, it was HIGHLY productive (sarcasm) Luds was there - THANK YOU for the much needed reassurance. Maybe i just need to learn to trust and maybe i need to stop worrying and thinking about the inevitable. Maybe. But knowing me? Never.
ROARLIFESUCKSTAKEDRUGSEVERYTHINGISNUCKINGFUTS!
Believe it or not, i'm actually in a pretty good mood.
Okay, need to sleep.
Lord, just as i told Michy to trust in You and Your greater plan for us, help me to take my own advice and just pray and sleep. I know that You have a reason for whatever outcome there will be and i shall just face the consequences with courage, knowing You will catch me when i fall back helpless anytime, anywhere. Lord, i surrender myself to You. Amen.
ex-oh, ex-oh
3:32 AM